I feel as though I really need to start putting a huge more amount of effort into developing this blog into something I am actually proud to post online - rather than it being a rather dismal portfolio of my literary works! I know they're not great... but I'm learning so give me some time.
I've been contemplating my current life situation recently. Socially I'm a happy bunny, but with regards to my education/ what I want to do, I'm finding it quite daunting and difficult. I feel no real urgency to get out there and do something with my life, which is fine in the moment, but after a month or so of it I start to contemplate - SHOULD I be doing something? I'm not sure what the 'something' is quite yet, maybe even as simple as reading more might satisfying my contemplations, but I just can't pin point it. I'm currently on a three week break from university, which gives me a lot of time to get one step ahead of my uni work and to delve in to find a hobby. A HOBBY! That's what I need. Ahh the missing word I've been looking for has finally made an appearance. But what would I do? Decisions, descions. I think I need to write more. Well not more, write full stop. I am pretty ok at writing, once I start I can ramble on for hours and my imagination runs wild; but I'm like a hard to start engine, and sometimes it just gets a bit tiring to keep trying to ignite it ('it' being my brain box).
So I've come to a conclusion, which I believe I subconsciously had when I began this post but Ho hum, I shall start to write and read more. Starting with my first adventure - read 'Gone Girl' by Gillian Flynn and write something, anything. Oh and of course the uni thing, but that's implied.
Well I'll keep you updated on my daily adventures every so often. Today I met up with an old friend and we laughed about old times and ate pizza - it was all very nostalgic. Tomorrow I believe consists of eating and relaxing; bliss. I WISHED the weather was nicer, but of course Earth does not seem to be so kind as to allow me sunshine outside of being at work or uni. Oh well, I guess I'll have to put the shades and sandals away for a little while and keep dreaming.....
Love
Aimee
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