Wednesday 23 March 2016

POSTING WHILST BORED...

After some unbeknown turn of events, I am staying in London till Sunday; which means I miss two days of work, so it is basically a holiday for me. Well, in all honesty, this uni year has been a bit of a holiday. Yes I have been stressed, but overall I have enjoyed it a hell of a lot, but the thought of University in second year is DAUNTING. I honestly cannot believe I have nearly completed my first year; and by god I hope I pass. It has been a whirlwind of nasty people, lovely people, money struggles, and love. That sums it up really. I could honestly write a book about what has happened from September till now, its that complicated and long. But yes, leaving London on Sunday. I have mixed feelings towards it. Positively, I am going to be able to study more, focus more, and spend a bit of time away from responsibility (like food shops and electric) but it means I miss my Sam! And my god do I miss him so very much. It's only been a week since I haven't seen him but after spending 24/7 with someone for months on end, you kinda get attached. So its only human for me to be missing him. Be weird if I didn't, right?

Anyway, since starting this post I have come up with the idea of writing a novel! I  have tried in the past...hmmm maybe I'll continue the one I have started? I started writing a sort of sci-fi 'harry potter' esque novel, but I feel like my ideas come way to close to that of previous readings, and it lacks originality. So no, scrap that. Mind block is something I struggle with. Maybe thats a suggestion that I'm a good writer? People say that don't they. The best writers suffer from the worst mind block - and some books takes years to complete! So I should give myself some credit. But no, I'd love to write a book. I may start easy, something of a children's book. I enjoyed writing the rendition of Red Riding Hood a lot, so maybe I'll start something like that? But, that'll take a lot of imagination and thought. Maybe not then. Oh, I don't know. Might just try and write a romance novel or something! I never use to feel like I was the appropriate person to write romance novels, since I had never been in love, but circumstances have changed and I think I am more than ready to delve into a novel of emotion. Ooooh decisions decisions! 

I'll keep you updated on any ideas I have - maybe I'll write the first page today! Who knows. 

Love 
Aimee 

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